The strongest people are not those that who show strength in front of us, but those who win battles we know nothing about.
There has been many times in my life when I have questioned the point of living. I mean, what is the point? I don’t know about you, but personally I have more negative experiences rather than positive. One thing after another. All faith lost, all joy missing. So again I ask, what is the damn point?
These thoughts haunt me every night. These are the thoughts that are going to kill me, truly break me down to my very last point. The truth is, negative thoughts are easy. Everyone has them, they always seem to pop up at the worst of times right? I want you think of every moment in your past that you honestly thought you’d never make it through. Every moment that you cried wishing you were dead. Every time you shut yourself from the outside world, secretly kissing everyone you loved goodbye. Every note you wrote, apologising. Every razor shaped scar on your skin. Now think about what you are doing right now. You are here, reading this post. You are alive! You are strong! Because believe me when I say, if you were weak, you wouldn’t be reading this. Although those pesky thoughts seem to take over, true strength is defined by how you handle them. Its not easy. Sometimes the biggest battle you will ever fight, will be with yourself. Believe me, I know, I’ve been there.